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I need to let this out

Mon Aug 25, 2008, 6:43 PM
  • Mood: It's Hot
  • Listening to: Paper Mario Music
  • Reading: My blog
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Paper Mario
  • Eating: A Sammich
  • Drinking: Iced tea
Well, since a new School year started, and to try to maby help me from not being internally depressed like I was last year, Im going to tell everyone this. Im self consious. Im not sure if thats the right definition, but... I think too much... The reason I never said this until now was because I think people will think of me as an attention whore. Whenever I try to talk to someone, I alwayse think the'll get annoyed or angry, I don't even know why, so I just back down and don't say anything. That's why I rarley know most of my friends. The only person I feel comfortabble around talking to is Moy, because Ive known him forever, and Im afraid he wont like me if I tell him Im gay... So thats a big problem...
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Ahhh I used to be the EXACT same way! The more correct term for it is social anxiety. I was like that because I moved a lot when I was little, and I had to meet new people so much that I grew to have a fear of it.
Up until my junior year I was the same way, I felt like I hardly knew my friends and I was basically afraid of talking to people. You just have to learn to not be afraid of what other people think of you because in reality, they're probably not going to think about what you say half as much as you worry over it. Also, who cares what other people think? Your opinion of yourself is the only one that matters. :D

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